I wish my michael jackson hadn't died now i dont fear of dying?

If you love him so much I guess his death would be deeply upsetting. But Michael was very kind and Im pretty sure if he knew about this, he would ask you to live a great life. It takes time to grieve those you love, every tick of the clock it will get easier, but remember You are not alone (MJ song) and there are his family and kids and his fans who feel the same. Go to his fan site and chat with others who feel the same, that will help.